Why is that who ever i love and hold close to my heart , find ways to get out of my reach and leave me far far behind?
Is it because they understand that the need/urge/desire i have to things/people i love is way too much to be considered anything normal?
Or the deep bond/attachment i share , reflect as a insane case of obsession??
I might never know how and why this keeps repeating in my life.. And my eternal loss of things i love gives way to a vast emptiness which i keep filling with things/ people mundane and ordinary , which find no mention whatsoever anywhere in my life's history..
And when i look back in life, all i find are pages bloated by tears and way too many empty pages.
i am actually proud of the fact that there are so many empty pages in my life, which kinda slacken the effect of the bloated pages on me.
My quest for the eternal holy grail continues..... My soul might never find the redemption it craves for, but life goes on and i continue to live life..
